I never knew it

I never knew the mix twixt sadness and unhappiness.

you feelings always were made by sad but also by rage and anger.

there's a little difference.

how could I feel anger if I'm not able to hate?

to hate you!!

I'll never be able to hate you although you have hurt me so much.

by he way, something wonderful happened to me. I said a name which might cause rage in me, but it was just nothing, I did not even realized it after some days. Please God!!!! give the answer, I am still asking for...