Just

I just wish she was like her.

you will not ever be able to believe at this time I'm still missing the electric blue bytterfly.

I have learnt to live without her.

this is the protagonist of my real internal world.

It is so funny to believe I help them to forget them

while I am not able to forget even myself.

she must have got cinnamon skin with electric blue wings.

He already knows I have begged too many times

and

I would never like to start to...